because of His grace and wisdom that ordains all things in love to His covenant children, can't we live with confidence that we are fortunate in all opportunities presented to us because we are His children that He bled and died for. Yeah, it depends on God's soverign grace, but we also know that He's going to freely give it to us, even though it may be in a different manner that what we'd expect or choose, but always in most glorifying to Him and sanctifying for us.